i have so many words to say. though i know it’s too late, it’s not enough, it’s helpless, it’s selfish, it’s all of the above. as heartbreaking as that is, it’s the truth.
there hasn’t gone a day by where i don’t think of you. you linger in every aspect of my life, and i’ve gotten used to it by now, it’s normalized.
to this day, it still haunts me to think we were so close one day and became strangers the next.
so, since we’ve cut each other out in every way possible, there’s very little chance of you ever seeing this - but happy birthday
happy birthday you, have a wonderful day with laughs, love, and smiles. i hope you’re doing well, i miss you








